Still getting to know, Jennifer and me… I think about the funny thing she says were things that she said that I end up quoting or thinking about later and when was we were coming home from the brewery walking on the acoustic Trail it started raining and I got very protective. I got I was like oh you know gosh can I help you can I you know? Can I give you my raincoat or whatever? Oh I had to help a shelter her and she said don’t worry I won’t melt so that was just such a cute thing to say and I kissed her and that was just more or less I think the beginning of our kind of romantic tendencies towards towards each other and it was just a great night and I’ve said it since I’ve quoted her I’ve said don’t worry I won’t melt because I tend to put her on a pedestal and treat her with kid gloves like she’s so delicate and she is delicate, but she’s also a strong person and very capable person and she has a health problem. That’s probably my aids but she seems to be getting a lot better and that’s really great so the other one that she said was her mom said this to her when she was picking out a dress to go to a dance her mom looked at her and said what are you worried about? Nobody’s gonna be looking at you and again it was said in a way that I think was hurtful to her as a young girl at that time, but we’ve started to laugh about it because it’s actually very helpful to me when I’m dealing with a embarrassing situation or socially stressful situation. I can turn to Jennifer‘s mother and say hey nobody’s looking at me nobody’s looking at you anyway, it’s been helpful and we just laugh a lot. We have a lot of fun. We talk about a lot of subjects a lot of serious things and still we end up laughing you know in a fond way in a fun way not in a hurtful way and you know tonight we were invited to go to dinner to a friend‘s house but he wanted us to come at night and I thought about it and I just said no thank you and I felt real bad about it and Jennifer And and I you know talked about it. We’re both very sensitive people probably over sensitive but we care how we affect other people and we don’t wanna hurt them or insult them and so you know that, but that was a decision I made and it was pretty much because I don’t like driving at night and I felt like I had the right to assert myself on that issue and so here again it’s something that Jennifer And and I have talked about our friendships with other people for friendships with women. Apparently, this woman that was kind of shunning or seem to be shunning or avoid avoiding her recently well come to find out that she was jealous of me so I emphasize to Jennifer look I don’t want you to change anything with your friends or your relative your siblings or anything I want you to maintain your friendships you know like just as much as you ever would because I don’t wanna have any kind of negative impact on her and I I love our time together, but I also love our time apart. I think that’s what keeps us excited and attracted to each other is as the same goes absence makes the heart grow fonder and so I’m gonna absent myself from this Blog at this moment.